When asked to define myself, "artist" is one of
the first words that comes to mind. I don’t immediately think “engineer” even
though I am in Pratt, or “pre-med” even though I’m thinking about going to
medical school. I define myself by the way I express myself. I am an artist.
Even so, being an artist at Duke has honestly been more difficult than I had
anticipated.
I have been drawing and painting since before I can remember
and have always found a way to make time for art classes alongside other
academics. I still hear my high school art teacher’s voice in my head whenever
I draw or paint: “You can’t have light if you don’t have dark!” or “Look at the
masters. We are standing on the shoulders of giants”. Art is a time commitment,
but to me it's definitely worth it.
I’ve always known I don’t want art to be my primary major or
to dedicate my career to drawing and painting. Still, I can’t let being an
artist slip through the cracks. I am an engineering major because I enjoy math
and science and want to make an impact on the world, but being an artist at
Duke means finding time for myself. I realized first semester freshman year
that since I wasn’t taking an art class and wasn’t being held accountable, it
was easy to make art my lowest priority. So I enrolled in Drawing 199 as my 5th
class for the following semester. That was one of the best decisions I’ve made.
Even though I was overloading, my art homework felt more like a study break
than homework.
Intermediate Drawing this semester is the second art class I’ve
taken at Duke. I am taking it as a fifth class with four engineering courses,
and honestly it has been a lot more difficult to stay on top of my work than it
was last semester. I am probably taking too many classes in general, and then
on top of that art has been (understandably) a lot more time consuming than the
introductory class was. Still, I don’t regret taking Intermediate Drawing in
the slightest. I still find that my art homework is never a chore and I am
growing as an artist.
Being an artist at Duke for me means finding a way to
prioritize the things I love. I don’t think my experience with being an artist
at Duke is representative of all of the artists at Duke, however. I have never
been to the Arts Annex, for example, because I had brought my own art supplies
to Duke from the beginning. I think Duke does a great job of making art
accessible to many kinds of people with a range of interests and amount of
prior experience in art, which is wonderful. I am grateful for the ability to
take art classes seriously even though I don’t attend an art school, because
while I’m not an art major, art is an extremely important part of my life.
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